I am a good person. I am generous, kind, loving. I am going to be OK. I have friends that love me and have my back. Am I stressed out? HELL YES. I am going to stay positive though, I am going to breathe, stay zen, and have faith that I will land on my feet. 2013 is going to be a rebirth and reinvention of my life. I shook off the fear that was trying to grip me, put on my red combat boots, and braved the holiday shoppers at The Armadillo Art show.
I tried really hard to snap out of it. Being around all of that expensive jewelry and art that I couldn't buy wasn't cutting it- so I came home and wrapped Ian's Christmas gifts. That made me feel better. I love giving gifts- I get as much joy from it as getting them. I could not spend much this year but all of the gifts are thoughtful and I know he will love them.